I'm well aware of how my post must look, as if I've fallen in the rabbit hole and am firmly stuck there tail to tit.
The plain truth is that when I was but 10 years of age on a very regular summers evening one particular night a group of us witnessed something we could not explain hanging right there in the sky in the distance, a considerably large cigar shaped object gently hanging way up there that remained for what must have been three to five minutes perhaps even more it's so long ago - no sound no movement just a soft glowing in and out which would later blink into nothingness and was gone.
I can't explain what it is I saw that day, but I do know it forever impacted my perception of exactly where we stand in the universal soup bowl, I have never seen anything like it ever again. Naturally, it engrained something deep in me that has remained firm ever since. My very reality became rather skewed I guess that day.
Guess I don't wish to come across as the very thing I always maintained I would stay clear of that is so rampant everywhere right now since these events started, but after my last post I probably do. It's just a very weird time in general, and it's easy to get lost in it all, especially when you feel you witnessed a showing at such an early age - as I still believe I did.